I’m at the point (…have been for several years) that I want it to be better, but it’s way too much fucking work, for a paltry amount of benefit. Why do the work of 100 men for the paycheck of 1? It’s very illogical; and I get ‘but it can be better’ - yeah, it “can”, and I “can” find a billion dollars in a sack on the sidewalk, but it’s not probable, so why get excited for something that is likely not to happen?
This isn’t shooting down what you said - I just feel like a lost cause. I don’t want to bother others, I can’t even find a reason to bother myself. I’m tied to an anchor and letting others throw me a life preserver feels like giving others false hope that they can help me, which makes me feel even worse.
Some people have awful lives. I just got the short stick this round. It’s alright.
I’m at the point (…have been for several years) that I want it to be better, but it’s way too much fucking work, for a paltry amount of benefit. Why do the work of 100 men for the paycheck of 1? It’s very illogical; and I get ‘but it can be better’ - yeah, it “can”, and I “can” find a billion dollars in a sack on the sidewalk, but it’s not probable, so why get excited for something that is likely not to happen?
This isn’t shooting down what you said - I just feel like a lost cause. I don’t want to bother others, I can’t even find a reason to bother myself. I’m tied to an anchor and letting others throw me a life preserver feels like giving others false hope that they can help me, which makes me feel even worse.
Some people have awful lives. I just got the short stick this round. It’s alright.